This Fucking sucks, I have waited all year to go to the movies and the Mall for my birthday because I never go, I am lucky I get to go more than once a year, and my fucking bitch of a mother feels tired, yeah right what the fuck has she done all day except sit opn her fat lazy ass, damn I really hate her. And once again this is the third year in a row that I will have to go to the movies alone because none of my friends can go or none of them want to, figures, no one likes me, why can't they just acept me for who I am, damn I don't pass judgement when they smoke pot, or do other drugs, but they can't take that I get good grades, and want to get into a good collage, they should be happy I let them see my homework every thime they ask for it. Wel fuck them, the next time they ask for it I will say 'I worked for it, so you do it too, because I am fucking tired of leading you by the hand all the fucking way, and you know what I don't give a fuck if you are mad at me or, if you say you don't want to be my friend any more, becasue I really don't care' Damnit I am just so fucking pissed. Gods this is making me want to cut again, and I just passes my 6 month mark. Damn them all to the seventh level of hell, let the bitches burn!!!!